When did you last let your heart decide?

a When did you last let your heart decide?

Well Tumblr it’s still no where near where I want it to be, but for the first time in a long time I don’t hate my body. I finally feel like I’ve gotten to the point where my own progress becomes my biggest motivation.

I feel good =)

I'm Vida.
* I'm persian and that's my favorite thing about myself
*I adore the color beige.
* I think along side religion and race the concept of clothing is one of the biggest factors preventing world peace.
*I long to be something between Steve Irwin or Christopher McCandless and Barbie with a hint of Carl Sagan.
*I want to own a sloth.
*The worst thing about me is I make people feel more important than I think they are
*I love strange indie music, songs from the 1920s to 1940s, punk, ska, reggae, old school rap, jazz, blues, and for god knows what reason I adore slayer.
*I'm conceited and impossible to reason with and completely unapologetic about it
*My biggest fear is to love someone more than they love me.
*I find rude smug guys incredibly sexy
*I have too loose a grip on reality to even begin and explain
* I don't find the risks of love or friendship worth it or neither concept rational
* I want to be an on location zoologist

If you want to know anything about me feel free to ask

I'm sorry for all the thinspo fuckery on my page. I'm trying to stop but that shit is addictive like a drug!